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Cause seriously ranting on just Aywas about this isn't enough for me. I'm using this to get more frustration out.

Urgg.... I fucking hate my piece of a shit ass father. *headslams* Really... He is living such a fucking good life with his new wife, going to LA, having just a fantastic good time, and then turns around and says my mother is a bad person and doesn't pay HIM back child support at all.

Rawr!!!! MY mother shouldn't even be paying that sorry sack of lying ...

Those who knew me from before knew of my situation from here or hearing it from Gabby or CPVR. When I went down to NC last year I was living with my dad's exgirlfriend and my brother. Due to some personal issues my brother was kicked out and when he left I found out that I used up all my money mostly on him leaving me with nothing but $400 to my name which I had to use to pay the last of my rent. After about a month of not paying, I was told I had to look for another place to go due to financial ...

Been feeling down a lot lately. Afraid I might be kicked out of the place I'm at soon and I'll basically be on the streets. Only because my depression is catching up to me because of my struggle to help myself. I can't make my housemate understand I cannot live alone by myself. She wants me to find a place for myself, but it just can't happen. I just lost contact with any of my family, I have no where else to go, my mind is shattering from all the pressure of trying to help myself with rarely any ...

Sometimes I wonder how I'm related to my family. All my life I felt distant from them. The outsider who only could look it. Maybe it was a good thing for that. My family wasn't the best one to get along with. My father was abusive to me in many ways, my sister was a bitch who would put me down every chance she got; my grandmother while loving, would never listen to my problems and pleas for help, my grandfather was a grumpy old man, and my mother... My mother left when I was 5 for her first cousin ...

*taken from Aywas cause I'm a lazy ass*

I'm calm writing this right now... I really am. But doesn't mean I'm not fucking pissed off. I just beyond anger.

We let my brother come up today to get stuff that he NEEDED. Stuff he forgot on his own head when he got kicked out of this house.

Now you heard me rant about him before. But this is beyond his shit. He owes alot of money to Kat (housemate) and me right now. I paid for his rent, his food, and more all ...

I thought I knew you,
But I was wrong,
You are just like the rest,
Of those mean trolls.

I tired to be nice,
I tired to be forgiving,
But in the end,
You were just a troll.

You dissed my other friends,
Just because of some rumors,
You don't even respect,
My feelings about them.

So now its done,
I'm turning my back,
Because in the end,
You are just troll.

...

Just writing this out here to get my thoughts down. Been busy for some time so that's why you haven't seen any new From a Newbie's View. I hope to continue once things settle down for me.

First news: I have a new laptop. My less than a year old one fried due to a loose wire that got damaged when I took my vacation. It has great graphics. ^^
Second: I'm moving!
Yep you heard right. I'm moving to another state. From New Jersey to North Carolina. Moving to the Rocky Mount ...

Ever wonder if your site looks good enough to get newbies to join? Wonder how they would think of your site, just from what they can see that you allow them to? Well I decided to look at random petsites from a newbie's point of view when looking for a new site to join. The site will be graded by:

-Presentation
-Art
-Content
-Overall

Scores are graded between 1 for bad and 5 for great.

There will be no favoritism in these grades. ...

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