SpottyWolf

I still think it's funny we found out Halloween morning what the gender of the new baby is! We already have a name picked out: 'Ronald James'. Comes from my hubby's name and my Dad's name. Very fitting for this little sprout! I'm happy though. This is my third child, and hubby's second. I'm just glad this baby ...

Just had another OB appointment today, and the baby is doing well with 150 heartbeats per minute. Nice and strong! And the next appointment is the ultrasound! I'm surprised at the date! Halloween morning. Yep, Halloween morning we find out the gender of the new minion. I find this a bit on the hilarious side. Hubby and I were wondering if the baby was going to be a pain in the butt on showing us or not. We have so many friends and family wanting to know! One thing though- we have a family ...

Sooooooo..... The ultrasound turned out great! The baby is perfectly healthy, and at 14 and a half weeks the pregnancy is going great! The due date is around March 20.

Chelsea, on the other hand, does not want another sibling! Every single time we ask her if she wants another brother or sister, she gives us a dirty look, and shakes her head no. So adorable! LoL, ...

For almost 2 weeks now I've been plagued with a flare up of my acid reflux disease. It's been absolutely heck for me trying to deal with it. But now with monitoring my diet, what I drink, and taking anti-acids, it's very slowly getting under control. I'm going to be on sporadically. I've been going to bed earlier to try and get some more rest. And all of that dealing with a 9 and a half month baby, it hasn't been easy.

Guess what I forgot about to pull from my old Hard drive? All of my fonts! OMG now I got to go back and re download all of them again! I tell ya trying to get my laptop back in order has been a real huge pain in the butt! Programs, fonts...... atleast I got my brushes that I use. I put those in my photos folder so when my pics got pulled they went too.

It just seems like its going to take me forever to get back to a point where everything feels normal..... *Grabs another cup of ...

I'm not going to say who, or where, this conversation happened. All I know is that in my head, there's now a tiny voice that's talking, and its not a nice one. Someone said that my art is pointless and stupid, that it wasn't realistic enough. Or it wasn't very stylish. Obviously this puts doubts in my head about my art. And of course dealing with depression (I get bi-weekly counseling sessions), this situation doesn't exactly help.

let me just say that this person I'm no longer ...