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Last week, I was puking for 48 hours straight. I couldn't hold down any water or any medications. So, I ended up going to the hospital to get checked up on and everything. My potassium was low because I was puking and I also was deydrated because I couldn't hold down any water. So they hooked me up to an IV and started putting fluids back in my body.

A test or two later, they found out I was low on potassium so they hooked me up to another bag of Potassium. I was in this hospital ...

I know this blog is a few days off, but I wanted to write something new on my blog.

Two years ago, we brought Virtualpetlist back from the dead. We came back in January with a big vengence to show the world what we're capable of doing. We also wanted to show everyone that we still care and had passion for the virtual pets community market.
We knew when we started virtualpetlist, there were people with similar interests to us founders.

EBK and I didn't know right ...

After over 23 years living with my parents, I recently moved into my own apartment with my girlfriend. So far, I love it because the extra freedom is amazing and my girl actually cooks for me now. I miss a few things since I don't live with my family anymore and that's my conversations with my mother, siblings and my little brother especially. I'm going to miss them growing up, but I'm going to continue to stay in touch with them and try to see them every so often.

I'm quite proud ...

A few days ago one of my buddies from jail contacted me. I asked him if he would be receiving an appeal in a few years. He told me that there's no appeal. That really sucks because he's doing 20 years. He made a mistake that cost him his whole life and that's the sad part.

The worst part about this and that he has two younger daughters that don't get the chance to see their dad anymore. That sucks because we used to all hang out out the park with our kids and now we can't do that ...

23 years ago, my parents had a baby and it was me. They named me Carlos Andrade Jr, I'm named after my Father. My dad stopped drinking when I was born, he was an alcoholic prior to me being born. He changed for the better. And I'm proud of him for doing that for us.


Back in 2007, we went on Vacation, we took a family picture. My mom wasn't in it because she was taking the photo.
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Well, there are a few times when I don't know what to do, just vent. It helps me express my feelings without hurting anyone else, and I like to vent out my thoughts because it helps me get rid of the burden of holding things inside. Sure, I love to hold my emotions back as well and not say anything to anybody.

But, that's not the way to do it because the more I hold in, the more my emotions build up. So, it could break me down if I allowed it to do so. So, I vent and not let my emotions ...

I'm really crushed this morning as I received news yesterday that one of my friends passed away - after going the wrong way on the street. She ended up crashing into a bigger car, and destroyed her car. She passed away after the crash, but why was she on the wrong side of the road? Just why? Something inside me really wants me to say, this happened for a reason.


And by the accident, it took her life. Her son who is 3 wasn't in the car, luckily. But the pain is still felt because ...

All my life, I taught myself, no obstacle can destroy you Carlos, none can break you. But, I've had a few situations that I thought would break that barrier of "Strength" if that's the right word for this. I've noticed that it it was a relationship problem going on, its an obstacle and I try my best to defeat it, and make things better.

One thing that I don't get though is those strong ass forces that pull you to do wrong. I totally understand it because some thoughts/forces sometimes ...

Well, we have my daughter for the week, we received her on Friday, and she told us some awful news. I don't know what the heck to think about it, but we took her to the hospital today, filed a police report, and the detectives + Child protection services will be contacting us soon.

What happened? Well, my daughter told my mom, who then told me, that her "uncle" was touching her while she was visiting her other grandma's house, her uncle is only about 12-14 years old, and he touched ...

One thing I've noticed, and I'm guilty of doing this because I did in the past on a previous site that I worked for. But, one thing that I've learned, venting is good because it allows you to get your anger and frustrations out without worrying.

But, one thing that I don't get is when if you quit at your own free will, why try to tarnish a site's brand? Why not just go out like a true soldier and say "Fuck it, time to move in, and do better". That's what I did when I quit working ...

Since I was diagnosed with bipolar at the age of 15, I've had multiple relapses, and they were my own fault. I got off my medications and tried to self-medicate with various things. I won't mention those things because its not so fitting, and I'm not quite pleased at those decisions that I made, but I don't have any regrets.

So flash back about a year and a half ago: I had my last relapse. I was full-blown manic with depression, and a lot of other issues, but it took a long time for ...

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Well, I've been meaning to write up a new blog post for a few days now, and really, when you're a leader, you lead by example - you teach others, and give out advice on various things.

Especially if you're a teacher - teaching students on various subjects, without teachers, a lot of people wouldn't be as educated as they are today - and without teachers, we wouldn't have great students.

So basically, when you lead by example, you're leading others into believing things ...

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