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I couldn't think up of a better title than that to be honest. My activity on VPL slipped back into almost being non existent. I love VPL, I feel bad I don't talk to people on here like I used to. My attention has been gravitating between Marapets, Tumblr and BD Forums, I over look VPL quite a bit sadly.

Feel as if though I haven't told very much about things. I have up and down days, still have horrible flashbacks, my sleeping is atrocious(should have seen me today on one hour, the ...

...I'm getting a tad better at drawing people.

Not gonna lie, I'm terrible when it comes to humans 95% of the time really. I've always been an animal artist but recently I've been drawing people, mostly inspired to because of Yu-Gi-Oh.

Here's the most recent =S. Felt like sharing it cause idk, little proud this only took me 20 mins. Uhm...It's me, in a maids outfit. Obvi, I don't look like that, I'm just ever so slowly starting to transition but I hope to become this ...

What the title says. Honestly I haven't had a real check on VPL in a few weeks.

Reason I've been gone is I started a temp job working at a Candy store. It ends after this weekend but I've been busier than you can imagine.

Basically whatever time I have off is spent sleeping. I work 9 hour - 11 hour shifts each day for two days, then a day off and then 6 hour shifts for the rest of the week and it's just blah. I've got two 13 hour shifts coming up this weekend so I'll ...

Nothing major. Just got all 4 of my wisdom teeth taken out.

Ironically I start working on Saturday but I'm going to have to talk to my employer that I'd have to start a day or two later than expected because I'll be drugged up and useless (Vicodin is my best friend right now lols).

My surgery went well. I did groan extremely loud at my surgeon though when there was pressure and tried to hit him once or twice. But then fell right back asleep.

I was only ...

Life has been throwing me around all over. Lots of stuff has been happening. I was in the hospital for a night since I attempted suicide and self harmed.

Yeah....lots of stuff been going on...Been pretty bad but I don't want to go into a lot of detail.

Borderlands 2 came out just not to long ago and guess what?

I can't get my copy.

Every time I've ever gotten a game, my school ID has worked from 12th grade. I've never been asked for a license before. I don't have a permit because I don't have a social security card anymore (I need to go wait in line for 4 hours tomorrow if my mom can walk tomorrow to go take my paper in to get my replacement)and we haven't had money to get till now but we need my social security card ...

I'm sure many people know about my family adopting a dog named Leo a little over a month ago. He's a Chow Chow/Retriever mix and not what we expected at all.

The SPCA informed us about him being 4 years old when in reality, he's a year or less. He is hyper much of the day and even when its 4 am, he still wants to play and rough house.

He's loved by all of us but sadly we must take him back to the SPCA due to events that happened last night.

Yesterday, ...

Mhmmm~ Finally I now enter into the adult world. I'm finally 18 :3~

Gonna party later with all my friends, gonna go to Lasertron, eat pizza and eat delicious delicious cake ;D~

Went surprisingly well actually. He has a fear of cars we think so it was hard to get him in the car to go and in the car to come home but he made it in once piece.

Here's what we found out from the vet....

- His ear is healing nicely from the fly attacks
- No fleas and they gave us an additional free month of the flea medicine
- Stitches are healing up perfectly
- Gained about 3 lbs, still a little skinny but they are happy he's putting on a little ...

I feel like sometimes I'm the cause of so many people being upset, unhappy, miserable, ect.

Why do I have to be such a screw up? Why in the hell do I even exist anymore?

I hate myself. I hate myself so much.

To one of the most amazing animals I ever got the pleasure to live with for 10 amazing years.

Today, a little after 4:30, my dear dog, Sasha, passed away. They aren't sure from what but they believe it had to deal with her heart. I was the one who found her, laying in front of the side door, barley alive, waiting for us to come home. We rushed her off to the animal hospital. Maybe if we hadn't gone shopping...she would have been able to survive but who knows. She was fine at 3 pm ...

Yes, I'm coming to you, the users of VPL, to aid me in my little mini project for my Economics class.

What I needed is a certified programmer (I'm sure someone around here could help me with this)and I need you to do an interview for me. I can send the questions VIA Pm or e-mail but I need it done as soon as possible.

If I can't find a programmer, I hope someone here is a clinical psychologist or else I'll have to schedule something with my therapist x'D.
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