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I feel like sometimes I'm the cause of so many people being upset, unhappy, miserable, ect.
Why do I have to be such a screw up? Why in the hell do I even exist anymore?
I hate myself. I hate myself so much.
You do know that I don't hate you right? ^.^ *hugs* cheer up!
@cpvr *hugs back* My day got a little better with a person who accidentally called my phone when she meant to call her boyfriends, went on a rant out how he was a 'broke ass bitch' and should go be with his baby momma and stuff. Oh god it was funny and I still got the messages. I went to my mom and said I gotta get my shit out of her house and go live with my baby momma. She couldn't stop laughing so that made my day better.
It's...hard to cheer up. I've noticed that something wonderful happens and then its like...crap for the rest of the week. If you wanna know more, PM me. I don't want to go into detail VIA blogs lols.
Lmao, you should forward the messages to me, I'd love to read them as well. And I totally understand, I remember when I used to hate everything that I did, and I thought nobody cared about me, so I went on a self-destruct spree. Which wasn't my brightest idea, but when you're feeling the blues such as this, its great to talk it out with your supporting friends. <3 I hope you get better though. My PM box stays open if you need someone to talk to, vent to, anything.
I certainly do not hate you!! <3
I love you!!! You know you can come to me if you need anything, right?! <3
Hey, think about it this way:
If you don't screw up then you don't make mistakes in the first place. If you don't make mistakes you don't learn, and know less than those who made mistakes. And honestly I really think people are upset/unhappy/miserable because they WANT to be negative - they choose to be like that. So don't feel burdened that you're making them upset/unhappy; they choose to think negatively in the first place!
Cheer up, if you need anyone to talk to, just pm me.
I know how you feel. I've felt like this allot myself as well. Though, i don't think it's really true. And, i don't think you should hate yourself. I'm sure you give your all to try and make everyone around you happy. And that's what counts if you ask me. All you can do is help, but it's up to those people if they want to take the help or not. And you shouldn't let it get to you, if they don't take the help. You should just keep trying, until they crack a smile, or burst out laughing. At least they will know they have somebody there they can always go to if they really want to let it all out.