I don't think it's too late for you to start working on something now that is going to be a very big project that you can always use to take care of yourself especially if you have siblings that can be able to back you up in standing on your own.
I will never pray for my enemy to die. Death isn't something we can do and come back alive. I know that there are some people that wants to take their lives but it's conditions or circumstances that's pushing them, it's not their fault. I always felt for those that are suicidal because of mental health issues.
Anything my enemy wishes me is what I'll wish the person 100 times. I'm not the person that compromises in anything that I'm doing. If you want good for me, I'm definitely going to want good for you but if you want bad for me, that is what you're going to get from me.
Oh, I wasn't expecting it like this. But it's not good to wish your enemy bad thing. You giving them back the energy that they gave to you means that it's how you feel.
I believe that there is a purpose why all of us came to life and if we have not lived to fulfill that purpose, it is always going to be like in disappointment to us.
Well, I'm not Jesus Christ. I don't pay back bad for good. I pay back good for good and bad for bad.
It's the best way to live my friend. You don't treat someone like garbage and expect them to treat you like a king.
Exactly! It even gets on my nerves when those kind of people treat you like you are not worth anything and when you are returning the favor, they will start playing the victim card.
They are the kind of people whom I block out from my life with immediate effect and blacklist them from being able to connect with me online or through phone calls.
Yeah, there's always room for improvement every day of your life. I'm always kind of clueless about what to improve on as it seems everything in my life is on auto-pilot and my mother is smart with paperwork and making calls about important matters, so she always takes care of those. Since my brother is currently jobless, he does most of the housework, but he even did that when he had a full-time job. I'm a hard worker at work but kind of lazy at home.
I don't have fears of regret anymore because I overcame the challenge of rejection or it not happening, thus reducing disappointment to nil.
That's a good note you have here. I'm reading and at the same time having some goosebumps on me. I wish I will have this kind heart to death. Yeah, I haven't achieved all but I have been afraid of how things will be for me. I am getting by in terms of agreeing that death can happen anytime.
I think everybody that love his or her family will always have this in mind. I don't want my family to suffer, the number one reason that I am hustling to get a better life for all of us.
That's my soft spot. I feel very stressed and absolutely tensed when my loved ones needs help and I can't offer one to them at that moment.
The only thing I fear of death is how it will happen, but understand that the process can be long or slow, but it will end at some point. Therefore, I don't dwell on it.
I also fear health concerns, especially if it's hereditary. So, try to take very good care of my health. My family are known with heart attacks.
If everything is working well as they are supposed to at home, you don't have anything else to worry about I would say. A lot of people would want to have your life 😂
